explicit

2008-08-12T06:24:00.000-07:00

O level results today.
i don't have to retake althought i'm alr mentally prepared for it.
I hit beyond expectation, my first step.

I felt how it was when the dissappointment is overwhelming.
Like Mrs Selva said, you ppl have the capacity.
maybe its because it was the first paper, many were nervous.
I'm sure you people will do far btr for the second one.
Because you've potential. trust yourself.

I do not rejoice over others failure.
i repeat, I don't.
even if I did well, i dont see the need to laugh at others so do not assume im mocking behind your back.
i understand the fact tt many do not think my standard is worthy for A1, yes. I'm not but im still happy over this pure luck.
but this slight ecstatic does not mean anything for me to laugh/jeer at anyone, not even those i abhore.
i know this very well so stop your assumption.

2008-08-10T09:19:00.000-07:00

Nothing is more fury than a women's scorn.

haha. i'll take the words into consideration.

went Ikea today to shop for drawers i can put my girlie possession.
had dinner there. I dunno why, i find ordering of food thr real fun.
esp when you're serve by cute waiter {although he resemble someone i don't wish to see}
Its sort of the self service thr but they provide cute food carts and the food there is not bad.
It's a shame to think tt Ikea has been here for so long and this is the first time i have a meal there.
The food there is very affordable but its hard to get a seat.

New blog is like so empty right now.
shall post up pictures soon {if you consider 3 months soon}
I'll mass relink soon too.
btw, Came across Mrs Ess blog, i think she blog well.

goodnight ppl.

2008-08-09T08:10:00.001-07:00

new blog on National Day.
I'm starting this new blog for public so relink please.
{you can ask me to link/relink you too if i did not}
private "shedaway" aka old blog for certain reasons.
i didnt close it down.
the memories is too precious and contain some very private posting which i only allow real close friends/ trusted readers to read.
however Prelims and O level are like just one step away so the blog posting will be real slow/dead.

This blog will only get its life after O lvl and i'll have tons to blog about.
i promise.
i've place a new tagboard which i think is kind of inviting troubles because i'm not the kind that will still remain quiet when im unhappy and i don't care if my comments do hurt others, in another word, straight forward {which sometime is a bad things} so
its inevitable for me to offend people outside {& most of them i feel is WORTH offending}
We can't wipe out those coward population and losers clan who do not have a real life in reality and they love going about spamming in the virtual sphere so I'm in risk of getting spams.
Another bad thing about open blog is some ppl will quote you & write some criticism abt what you wrote despite there is btr things to do out there.
If they cant get over how i feel then tts too bad isnt it?
They can't genetically/ mentally program me the way they expect me to blog or feel the way i want or to give in.

okay, i think i've alr offend ppl in my first post.
but its meant for coward and losers to criticise so don't be one ya?
& i'm not so unreasonable tt i'll go arnd reprimanding for no reason.
i do put many {nice} ppl feelings into consideration and so, don't take me as a full time bitch.
I'm just making a point so don't be too sensitive and over react.

okay, now i think ShiMin can stop complaining abt my private blog {although she can read}
you will not have to log in anymore to read unless you want to.
(:

New born blog on National Day.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLOG!
Didnt catch firework this year.
sorry ZJ, i dunno whr to catch it{except for the forested area near the Bay which we have to drive in} and i still have "christmas phobia" to go crowded places with you.
hmm, till i get a license, i'll drive for sure because nth can make life more convenient than it. {& i wouldn't have miss the firework}